Sunday Part 1. =)



Sundat Part 2. =)




Sunday Part 3


Monday =)



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and tml... JOURNEY TO THE EAST AND L4D2 AGAIN! =)))) WITH THE SEVEN =)
<3

happ happy

I like how life is now. ahah everyday go out hahah

Hi my name is denise.

yesterday i slept late
today i woke up late
and then i met my friends late
joel manda mingrong and aida
and then we went to watch case 39
which somehow did not scare me at all.
and i only got shock when the guy had a fork poked into his eye.
ahhaha ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

I AM INVISIBLE I AM NOT SCARED OF HORROR SHOWS NOW! Hhahahahahah
the rest were scared HAHHA.
I AM NOT SCARED HAHA.
I AM A MAN! hahah EEEE jhahah not farnnyy hahaha

i think i have come to an age where things just dont really affect me.
where i dont like to think so much and harp over a matter until im damn neurotic bout it.
maybe the only thing that affects me is disappointment. but i have prepared myself for that already.
and i try my best to prevent it from happening.
um and i think. neglect.
yeah i dont like to be neglected. maybe its an only child thing.
but i dont like to be suffocated either.. im damn annoying.
yeah those and anything shocking.
like in a good or bad way.
yeah. anything shocking would affect me.
like in the movies.
ahahha
so let it be a nice shock then. no baddd shocks. haha

i have gotten an electric shock twice in my life.
fucking scary shit.
i have gotten stung by a wasp before.
fucking painful shit.
and other stuff
yada yada.
just the stuff u remember FOR LIFE. haha
The shutter show goes onto the list too. ahah
and that freaky event. but lets not talk bout that or i cant sleep tonight

and today another thing.
my grand uncle just died.
wow.
he's 95. power.
i talk to him. see him once a year. he's nice. he gives me angbaos.
he has DAMNNNNN LONG EARLOBES. sign of a long life.

but what shocked me was not his death.
but that. my parents didnt tell me that he died.
until they reached home and i asked them who died?
uncle tua pek.
and i was like... AND YOU NEVER TELL ME?

i told them i hate funerals.
so dont ask me to go.
but this one. i've met him lets say 20 times in my life and about 15 times i remember
and this time. its a relative?
how come they dont tell me these things.


but they tell me WING TAI IS HAVING A WAREHOUSE SALE!! YAYYYYYY.

ok but ya. why u never tell me =(
it was like my movie was more impt.
i actually would have gone.
nvm.
eh got funeral.? but they say i dun need to go oso.
i dont know whats the diff between a funeral and wake. thats how much i dislike gg.




ok and then gwen and melle and lena came
and we makaned
and had frolick (which i dunno why was so icey and uncreamy)
and windowshoped at ion
and chilled at starbucks

WHERE I HAD AN AWESOMELY BIGG BIGGG COOKIE
which i could not finish boo ahha.







and yayy!! gwen likes her present!!! =))
HAPPY BELATED! =)

maybe because as u get older. u just expereince more stuff
and after that. it just doesnt get to u anymore.
like. i dont think a naked person would give me a shock anymore. HAHAH
cos of life drawing.
UNLESS DAMN UNSIGHTLY. hahahahaha
I THINK I'D GO TRAUMATISED.

even that sick flasher guy in my neighbour hood didnt shock me.
even if my friends decided to do something damn crazy. it wouldnt shock me.
even if.


only if. i failed my 1st year. (fuck no! i worked damn hard!)
only if. i suddenly went broke omg choi
only if. someone very near to me died.
only if. 2012 is really the end of the world.
only if. horses could talk.
only if. my dad was a secret agent. ahah
only if. you get my drift.





maybe the prase" anything is possible"
what i truly believe.
is used mainly by the apathetic. who just dont care.
you say this you say that.
hey. anything is possible. lets not bother to have views or stands.
HAHAHAH
so annoying.


ok what am i rambling.



so anything is possible.
i will be a millionarie.
i will be an accomplised artist.
i will be always happy.

that route is open.
nothing says i cant .
so why not.
i will be.

so optimistic.
sheesh.
pessimists would be reading this and going ohh how foolish.
i am in my thinking.
but im damn damn damn damn catious.
that i know.
or maybe fearful.
yeah fearful.
cos reality. is truth. lets not make the truth fucked up.
i only have one life.
even tho im still young.

sorry so long.
even as i type. the page laggs.

hi
i am awefully tired.
like awefully chocolate.
but not chocolate.
tired.
until my joke oso no more funny.
okkkkkkkkkkkkkk


so today this morn i woke so early.
and went to church
with a dress on. and my 200 bucks vivienne westwood heels. ahah
yeah crazy...
at least got pple say my shoes nice ahha

was the 50th anniversary for my chrurch
and everyone dressed up.
sat with log =)

fell asleep. sim had to nudge me to wake up.
hahaha and i'd wake up and look around and poey would be staring at me
HHAHAHAHAA

Anyway yay photos photos...so tired to upload. i have 2 only. ahah
will blog them anotehr day.
maybe 2 days more. ahaha
tml will be busy again.


then i went to the expo to meet aMEANda and MEANrong. ahhaha
and we went to see theart fairrr yay!!!
and then we sawww din nana and gwen!!! YAYYYY
and then hazri hidayat and his friend who i forgot the name sorry.
and then aida came with her friend!!! ahhaha yay
and we all walked around together.
and saw the chinese ink teacher and i noticed he had hair growing outta his ear?/!!!?!?!?! like WAHHHH?


then mingrong manda i nana din gwen went to eat at simpang bedok!!!!
yayyyyy happy

i this is the only pic i uploaded cos its cooool.
and its AMEANDA AHHA.

gwen took this! hahaha she was telling me bout her coool cam...ooooooooooooooh.
and her flash can work on mine how cool is that! we came out blooooooo in colourrr
and her this is her fish eye lense ahah


and then after that i went to meet yimei veron and diana at tampines int to go ikea.
ahaha
omg eat so full.
they damn funny. they go art fair at 7 when it closes at 7. damnnn saddd!!!! ahahha
anyway ikea was fun!
WHY IS IKEA ALWAYS SO FUN!!! =)
and they helped me look for something THANKEW =)


and then i helped yimei take a shorter route home by sengakang but then her bus service ended already SO SAD. AHAHA
paiseh.


anwyay tml im gg out to watch CASE 39 SO EGGCITEDDD!!!.
I WANNA WATCHH LOOKS AWESOMELY COOL. like it might scare denise kind aha.
maybe not. ahah

may bake some cookies.


unless im sleeping.
which i most prob will be.

and



DEAR GOD!
WHY DO YOU SUDDENLY BLESS ME WITH SO MANY PIMPLES!
AND BAD SKIN AND EZCEMA!
I CANNOT TAKE IT!!!! =(
#@$@%$^%&*^*&^^&*%&$^%#%$@#@$%#^%&*(



I had banana and honey prata =)

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

people should stop waking me up. for lunch that is
and let me sleep like a pig.
for 12 hrs or more. 9 is just not enough.

i cant even eat when i just wake lah.. wanna pukee..eeyer.


and because of this.
i have lost my special ability to remember my dreams in utterly vivid details...

$#@%$&*^%^$%^#%$@!@$#^$%&%&*)^*^*&^*

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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOO
OOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


TODAY IS A VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SADDDDD DAY!!!! =(((((


means i can't dld anything bittorent anymore.... :/ ya la cos i dunno how to from elsewhere


SOMEONE HELPPPP MEEEEEE PLEASEEE!!!
I'MMMM DYING!!!!! =(

HAHAHAHAHAHAH OMG I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING DAMN FUNNY!!!

while playing l4d.
jn changed her name to.
Denisesucksballs. =.= WTFF hhaha
Ok im used to jn being meannnnnnnnnnn.

HAHAHAHHA but then when i was playing and looking for jn i'd go.
ehh ehh where's denisesucksballs where's denise sucks.
AHHAHAHAHAHAA.

and the computer will keep reminding me..
Save denisesucksballs.

ahahhahahahahahahahahahaa.




i wanna play counter strike nowwww pls. hahaha

ok before i forget.
at some family dinner and parents friends..
(outside there was this grp of old people line dancing..omg so annoying the songs haha)



Me: mummy? why old people like to line dance? (in my head i was thinking, issit they want to feel sexy? looking at some of the way they dance ahha)

mum: hmmm i dunno?? lets ask aunty ____

aunty: hmmm cos dont need a partner.and helps aid your memory

mum: but i cannot mann...i dont like..i cant dance..if i dance it would have to be like FREE FOR ALL! (waves arms in air)


in my head i was like

WHAT!!!!

ahahha
can u imagine..what i was imagining when she said.. "free for all?!'"
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

hhahahahahaha




ok anyway i went to katong..
OOOOOOH there is astons tehre. so i found out thats the 1st astons stall ahhaha
and i went to eat at this place with jn and pj. (yeah my friends have shortform names..i shouldbe called dn) HAHA
YA WE WENT TO THIS PLACE CALLED
EVERYTHING WITH FRIES!!!

OOOOOH I LIKE THE PLACEEEEEEE its like plastered walls. HAHA very artsy. i like. and THE DESERTS LOOKED AWESOMELY DELISH! BUT we never eat =(

and the food was good and reasonable!!!
but one think i couldnt understand was taht... why did they only employ guy waiters...like young guys..just like how bnj emplys young girls..
and THEY ALL HAD TO WEAR BABY PINK.
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW guys please don't wear pink. salmon is diff. aaha.
unless ur gay. haha or confused.
hhahaahhaah.
or totally awefully filthy rich then. i have nothing to say.
haahah




ya AND THEN WE WENT TO PLAY L4D AHHAHAA.
and i suck. like really badddddd..even pj better than me. hahaha
AND JEHANNE PLAY HARDCORE SIA! AHHAHA
i think im immuned to scary shows now..
really. for some reason..I FEEEL EMPOWERED. IN A i no more fear ghosts or ghost show kinda thing. ahaha
or zombie. ahhaa

anyway the place was called.."THE ULTIMATE GAMING EXPERIENCE!!"
ULTIMATE MY FOOT. dont even have l4d 2. sad.
hahaha


Ok i want to play more games now.
ahhaha.

WHY NOBODY FUN ONLINE. SIAN..... :S
or they are sleeping or studying..or anime ing =.=

OMG
HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT THAT
THE BUILDING NEAR MY SCH..

POMO.

IS ACTUALLY SHORT FORM FOR

POST MODERN?!!!

OMG. AHAHA
GUESS HOW I KNOW
GUESS GUESSS!!!

OK i'll tell u now.
BECAUSE MOE SAID IT!!!!

you know moe...
FROM THE SIMPSONS!!!!!

BEST! THE SHOW DAMN AWESOME =)
i learn my life lessons there... HAHAHAHHAHA

2 hrs a day everyday. my daily dose.

HELLO!
I JUST WATCHED

TWILIGHT NEW MOON! =)))))
er. it was ok.
i was kinda...drawn into the movie for some reason..
maybe cos i like kirsten stewart alot alot! HAHAHAH
cos she is so pretty and cool! =) HHAHAHA

BUT IN THE SHOW.
she bloody ask for trouble i cannot take it ahha

AND HOW THE HELL CAN THIS BE A 16 YEAR OLD!!!
in the show lah



16 year old bloody hell!
ahhaha

but i prefer him to the vampire guy.
edward cullen
hahahaahaha
SO MUCH BETTER RIGHT.
edward cullen looks like he put my grandma's powder! you know the one with the chinese lady on the square box

YA THIS ONE haha I even bothered to find it hahah



YA ANYWAY THE WEREWOLF BOY LOOKS LIKE SELENA GOMEZ WITH LONG HAIR! HAHAHAHAHA
SO GROSS! LUCKY HE CUT! LOOK SOOOOO MUCH BETTER! HAHAHA





YEAH AND I BOUGHT A NEW BACK PACK FROM VOL.TA! IM SO HAPPY! HAHAHAHAHAHA
at 1st abit ex then i saw got 30% off!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHH looks like this



but brown. WHICH IS SO MUCH NICER.A HAHA
MADE OF uh. i dunno feels like leather..so nice to feel.. but maybe not leather..u know how clever they are these days..
feeel so nice =)

happy happy =)


TML OFF TO KATONG! YAYYYYYYY!!! NOT BORED ALREADY =)




ya and im really unfriendly.
really! did you not know that!
ok these days only lah
HAHHAAH. esp if pple come and talk to me im like..uhh..
i got mood one lah.
unless i happen to see you around sch alot or something lah.
or u are my friend's friend.
if not. these days.
i dont feel like making new friends anymore... boo.
i guess its a phase..
or maybe a repulsed reaction to those who overdo it. (you know what i meann...) HAHHA

HARRO.

omg i had the weirdest dream ever!
ok lah no

but i dreamt that i blached my hair
HAHAH the blue part and some parts below my neck there
and then MY HAIR GREW UNTIL SO LONG HAHA
AND THE BLACH turned out golden EWWWW with some rainbow..
and some hair broke offf
omg
and i was like nvm..i can dye it black later.
but itw as weird i washed my hair on my bed..in my old serangoon house.

most of my dreams happen there. never here.

and last week. i dreamt i followed daddy into thsi abandoned japanese house
AND THEN GOT GHOST AH
like soldier can..
and it made us help set up for a performance hahahahaa
and i saw mamat and this person yimei showed me on fb ahhahaa
and they were sorting...DREADLOCKS AHHAHA.
and mamat had removed his already..and i had to help them ahahaha
and he tried to attach some to my hair.



HAHAHHAA
i think this means that i should blue my hair soon ahahha

OFF TO MEE ELE MARCUS AND VAN! =)

HI HIHIHIHIHIHI.

MY guitar is so terrible already
i need a guitar teacher!!! HAHHAHAHA
but im the laziest person ever.
i play halfway will lie down on my bed
HAHAHA


Anyway i cant play chasing pavements cos its too hard! =(
so many jazz chords and changes booo.

ok lah i can lay the chords.
i can shift in time
i just tooo damn lazy to rememeber
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and i learnt it from youtube and like. i dont understand some chords.
so i gvie up just like that. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA


BOOO. im a lazy bum.
if i learn guitar. i'd want to learn it all the way.
like. until i become like john mayer
HAHAHAHHAHAHA

so id just like to stop.
at make pple play for me for the time being.
unless damn simple lah.

UGHHHH! im so annoyed.

I specifically told my parents
that i dont like the supernise painting
and guess what THEY WENT TO PAY MONEY ALREADY AND FRAME IT ALONG WITH MY OTEHR WORKS AND SUPPORT STUDIES?!
FOR WHAT!

I HAVEN'T FINISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND MY SUPPORT STUDIES I ANYHOW DO ONE SO UGLY SOME!!!



UGHHHHH watse money! when i specifically told them dun frame anything ESP SUPERNISE.

then now everybody annoyed.
thanks for being so supportive.
but LISTEN TO WHAT I SAY AHHHH.
now waste money
and i hell dont want them to hang up my unfinished or ugly work!

and i dont wanna finish up painting supernise anytime soon!

i just watched 500 days of summer. yay.
ahahaha
like finally!!!!

HAHHAHA.
its kinda sad. but i like.
alot alot alot.
cos its like truthful. HAHAHA.

do you believe in fate?
idk.
but i think it only happens to those who choose to believe in it.
its more like a driving force.
ya and fate only makes u disappointed. because. it's an expectation.
maybe the highest form of expectation supported with belief.
wow. haha. thats some driven individual there.

the other half believe in coincidences.
you are what you make this world to be.
results of your choices. and actions.
do they get disappointed then when things do not work out as planned?



well i guess the difference is between blaming yourself. or the world.

fate just seems immature now.






i dont like to choose.
i like to leave stuff hanging.
really.


THAT IS THE WORST! hahahaha
i like to live in a world where nothing is certain
and anything and everything is possible.

i do have my beliefs. don't get me wrong.
but we are not the world. purely a speck.




many forget that.




lol idk why she sing until her face so ugly! HHAHAHA
but u knowwww the more u stress ur face when u sing it sounds better hahaha
i hope i never look like that when i sing. ahah

HI ALL IM STILL AWAKE!

OH GOSH.mybody clock.

i feel im becoming a hunch backkk
u know my spine really is like bent.
but its always been this way...or has it...
hmmmm hahah

btw.
i put new photos in my ipod.
you know who are those that i put in my ipod right.
=)


i need to meet the ipod people..
ALL of them. and add more pics haha heehheehe

yilin says:
back!

Nise. Pig intended. says:
i boreddddddddd

yilin says:
hahaha
what you doing?
im suppose to do my essay now before i bake.

Nise. Pig intended. says:
msn
siannnnnnnnnn
hahaha
do do

yilin says:
HAHAHAHAHA

Nise. Pig intended. says:
i just did situps
haha

yilin says:
omg. you THAT bored arh
ok. tell me bout your life
and what have you been up to
haha

Nise. Pig intended. says:
LOL
nothing
sitting
bumming.
i have nothing to tell u
HAHAHAH
thats my life.
:/
I DID 50 SIT UPS IN 2 MINS
tahts about all





wahhhh yilin is best. she really so nice as to entertain me in my damn bored state. haha
tell me about your life! HHAHAHAHAHAA

too bad my life damn boring now.

and yes.
SITUPS. haha
BUT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENING LEHHH. hahaha.
Foreverdo oso like nothing.

omg i feel damn useless..

ok im not bored. im just feeling useless. ahaha

its like i dont enjoy doing alot of stuff anymore.
i dont enjoy. gaming.
watching youtube.
watching vids.
watch tv.
nothing to talk about on msn oso.
dont enjoy snacking. (ok i ate the muffins i made its ok) ahha
i eat dinner or lunch halfway oso sian.
dont feel like talking to parents.
or anybody.
dont feel like going out.

i want to paint. but i cant yet.
cos im too lazy to think.
i want to make my own website.
but i dont have enought works. or what should i name it.
cant possibly use hurhur. right?
want to do pam's shoe. but its too late. tml i will.
i still need to find it.

dont want to shop.

too late to sing and play guitar.
too lazy to.
im just being damn lazy.












i know what i want to do.

not move.

HIIII

today i slept for 10 hrs.
ate lunch
watched harold and kumar goes to gunatano bay!
HAHAHAHAHAH DAMN GROSS AND FUNNY!
hahaha

the dude called harold hello kitty just cos he was asian! HAHAH SO FUNNY!
and the head officer pulled out a part from the law book
and wiped his ass with it
and soooo grosss got shit. HAHAHAHA

And the guy he was questioning was like...UGHHHHH.
"dude...why's your ass so dirty mannnn..don't you wipe??"
HHAHAHAHAHA


ok then i went back to sleep
HAHA
and ate dinner now im here.







yay so fun =.=

HAHHAAHHAHAHA


and the guy cant meet me tml =(
nvm.

my mummy wants 10% of my commission.
wah. for whatever works i sell.
then i was like..daddy leh?
"i dunno..? HAHAHAHA"
ok so now to be fare. 20% goes to my parents.
ahhhh.
cos my mum says they will be my managers.


hello....i dont even have occupation or a name yet..
=.=


its like paying them money to nag. haha

Topics.

People:

trust
limits
truth
escape
denial
acceptance
grey areas
selfishness

uh. all is negative btw. ahah
and somehow linked.

for self proposed holiday proj. (series)
why?
cos im a bloody art geek.
its only been 2 days of no painting haha

people are all stupid and annoying
i like.

maybe i wont even paint people. ahaha
but i like to.
hmmmm.

HAHAHA.




you know some things we just dont understand why.
or either have alot of experience in.
or can't control
or try too hard to make sense of.

is just stupid. HAHA
u know i believe that shit happens.
shit comes from people.
you dont know people.
i dont know people.
you dont even know yourself.

right?

the world happens because of things we do not understand.



do you want to be my model? and i paint you? HAHA